Sunday, March 31, 2013

Slogans.Crazy2

Slogans, the essential part of political demonstrations today, and something I'm not very well accustomed to performing. You require stern lungs, and sterner shamelessness to shout out your demands in broad daylight. It requires guts to shout out an "Inquilaab Zindabaad", whether you understand the meaning of revolution, or not, because you can never be sure if anyone at all will truly follow up with a "Shamrajjobaad Murdabaad". It is the action, which counts, the honesty, in your voice, is what is reflected in slogans.

To think, what the first slogan of mankind may be. It may have been the palki bearers' unified chant in a midnight alley down the broadway of medieval dreamlands, or maybe the Egyptian workers who pulled the pyramid slabs, all the while offering their drudgery in the feet of an eternal societal god, or maybe something more ancient. Slogans, are songs, songs which I still hear when labourers try to install a mere hand pump in my neighbourhood. Even the weirdest cries, groaning in disdain "fyan dao go, fyan dao" in the streets of '40s Calcutta, are slogans. Slogans, the solitary ones, range to being "O dada, ek baksho dhup nao na".

They are essentially disturbing, something which jerk the peaceful, self-satisfied, pleased 'us' back into reality. "Cholchhe na, cholbe na" may be the most honest, yet pseudological slogan around, because essentially, dada, shob'i chole jachhe, ebong chole jabe, for us.

Slogans, the true ones, by all probabilities I think, have no words to them, they are but battlecries, battlecries which have been heard while Bastille was stormed, battlecries which have been heard when the one with the land became the butcher during Tebhaga Andolon, battlecries which are still heard today, if you have the right ears, and the right years.

Meanwhile, for us, the best slogan around, is the one reserved for our end. The end of laughter, and soft lies.

"Bollo Hori, Horibol!"

Bollam na, It is the action, which counts, the honesty, in our voice, is what is reflected in slogans.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Scars.Crazy1



Scars. It feels too bitter to say out the word aloud. Yet they are so dear, the scars that make us ugly, force us to be stark naked at times, and hold back the scars. Everywhere, from the holistic heart, to that cavern of parochial numbness between our legs. Scars, they itch, and they bitch, and make us writhe in unsilent bars. Scars, the breaking up of monotonous pettiness, all etched out in a Jocular essence of abysmal lostness. Scars leave us humane, and ready for more. Is scar, then sex? Or is there a second degree burning of the left lobe which leaves us in love, which leaves us to be devoured up by scars. Scars, is it a monster, or just a neighbour-friendly pet ghost which makes you forget the dead puppy you once trampled away to the glory of the one-eyed green monster? We never know.

But do you want to know why scars visit us? A saint once had something to say regarding this, he never has found a bedmate since, and it has been ten thousand nights and ten thousand sins.


Love is a fire. It burns everyone. It disfigures everyone. It is the world's excuse for being ugly.