Season Change

Arrghhh.......... wake up............. pain.............. the pain........ it's back........... guess it's midnight.......... single streak of light creeps into my crib........... everthing looks so hazy............... can't breathe............. feeling all choked up............ the fan............ it's moving............ s it????? can't feel any air on my fac............... head so hot......... feet all cold............... the blanket???????? where's the blanket????????? dumped beside my bed............... shit............. too much pain.............. can't pick it up............... try to call maa................ no sound comes out from within me............... damn it.............. looks like got the fever............ again................